....Dear Diary* Today I

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Hella all....
I figured we all needed a dear diary here in this section of the forum...
So whenever someone feels like they've got to write in about something that perhaps happened to them or simply bothers them or whatever it is they wanna write about...this is the place for it.


so here is the chance to let it all out!!!!


and i'll start.

[**..AhMeD..**]

hey ugrl


i've to admit u really picked up a good subject..
this post will be put up there so everyine see t ..
;)


n waiting for u to start

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dear diary....
i started u here but i never really seem to have things to write....well i dont have ne thing to write about....
diary...i was going around the forum looking up my old writings....and i rmbrd the time when i just left toronto and went to ymn....good times they were....i miss them....i miss aden...i miss everything...ough....well i gotta wait now till summer to go back..

ne ways... this is for now and i'll be back

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dear diary...
today is the twenty first of january...
extremely upset of things that happen here...people could be such inconsiderate monsters.
why should we live among people who delibrately hurt us? should we tolerate such actions for the sake of our degnities? we could ignore everything that happens around us!!! but comes to think of it...why should we? while all we do is nothing but good....so they just do such things because we dont agree on things?? or because they see things a little differently than we do?
but isnt that how we mankind are? each one of us has his or her own look on things!!!
why should we take all the bullshit from people who are wrong and force their mistaken point of views upon us??

everyone in this stupid forum is friends with a group of people...and they are all in support of one another....so people who dont believe in groupings gets left out and get eaten alive with their words that dont just hurt the insides but changed peoples thoughts towards a specific person!!

and all we do is watch!! what else can we do??
there is nothing else to do other than that!!

regardless* here i am throwing it all out....it has no space in my heart nor my mind!!! i cant keep thinking about unnecessary things that only make me sicker of this place by the second.





Diary...this is how it is now!!!
everyone is this way now!!!
while talking to my mother about Om Kalthoum....she told me how horrible my genaration turned out to be...regardless of all the opporunities we have* and its true....i mean we are the least literate...the least mannored...the least religious....the least emotional and the least loving and forgiving!!! WHY?

how come all this is happening with all the things we have offered to us?? arent these things supposed to make us better than how people were back in the day??....Or are we just taking things for granted??? we literally dont know the COST OF LIFE!!


Biggest Example is LOVE.....where and how it was and where and how it is now??
before.....lovers would exchange papers with sweet words that discribed how much they loved eachother...they would be satisfied with one look or a smile!!!
love was such an amazing thing that made people feel like they were born again everyday they woke up in the morning!! or everytime they saw their loved one!!

NOW.....our pages are filled with stupidities and empty words that just decorate our screens!!! though they're all emotionless words that mean nothing...they only tell how well that person writes and uses words to create good looking lines!!! but what good does that do for our souls?? it only makes us hollow bodies with working fingers that write letters!!


where is the real meaning of LIFE?
are we becoming monsters by the minute?

how did we end up this way?

are we ever going to be able to recover what is lost in our lives?

[**..AhMeD..**]

i had to leave before complete reading t


i will be back to write mine n read urs


be safe lady

[Mr-LiNuXX]

Now* I feel some tiredness
i will return for reading you topics and replay then answer your qustion
realy i am sorry
your topics and idea is very good
i promise return
Best Wishes

[**..AhMeD..**]

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yesterday



yeah t was yesterday when she left..
t s only for a while....i told ths voice inside me..

i don't know....i felt kinna week sayin t..
i was just trying to lie to my self..



wut ever

i promised to let t go
i can't stop n gotta fulfill my promise..



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wut ever

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OKAY....well diary....it is not good to say what i'm about to say...but i feel high....not on anything bad!!! but am so into this amazing song by om kalthoum...hathihi laylati...amazing or what??
i feel a lot better than yesterday!!! much much better el7amdella ofcourse....am more calm....but i guess a person can only take so much then explode....and that was little sweet me yesterday hahaha.....letting it all out!! well good for ME!!! BRAVO nana!! hahahaha

alsoooooooooooo.....thats it...am just reading some poerty by my all time favorite poet Nazar Qabani!
and now!! i'll go do other things since i'll be off soon...cuz PRISON BREAK is back for a new SEAAAAASON yaaaaaaaaay!!

yalla me go now and i'll be back!!!
ciao bella<<< as ROCCO always said haha

[فارس محمد]

really a good subject.........

can i write here in German language ?

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really a good subject.........

can i write here in German language ?

NO I'm sorry this is an English Diary...ur welcome to write in English!

Thank You.