It seems that sometimes when a person set his heart to do something and thinks it's the most fantastic thing to do it gets messy! What happens is just all the opposite effects! Not what we wanted* not what we meant to have... Sometimes one do something and awaits smiles* laughes because it's happy it's the aim!!! but unfortunately things doesn't work the way we always want it to work* an event that meant to be happy can be turned in a minute to anger and sadness... I'm not sure why or how but this is just what happens.... Don't count on people's reactions!! I guess we learn things the hard way anyway. Problem is that you just never think!! It just come and you act!! And I do that sometimes and I don't like the consequences... Seriously it send me in a corner crying my heart out because it's also hard to know that people didn't accept your sorries. It even hurts becasue you didn't really mean it. I wish things were different......................................... . It is the things we think are easy turn out to be the most difficult
Just like everyone else I would run into my own cocoon hide* cry my heart out to start anew! Now problem is what if I couldn't start anew!! What if it got really messy? I think to leave would be best
People are different this is what one should always know and learn and overcome
It is not only here or there it is everywhere
I can see butterflies running around* I can see the smiles and laughs and the no worries time but it just disappeared once the wrong thing happened* instead anger* sadness and tension
I hate tension
Can you forgive ??? Can you let go what I messed up? Can you accept my sorries? Becasue I don't know what else to do to make it better I don't know what best to do to remain the same
I guess it won't work this way but I had to ask anyway
Just a thought* Don't mind me
Goodbye
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