it has been really long since I have written anything that worth my attention* something is wrong with my head. With the situation at hand and the news from home* it makes one feel troubled. I dont want to be stuck here* I wanna go home. But I cant until the time comes to go and I'm scared that when time finally approaches I'll be just stuck here with my own thoughts. I hate it* I hate how people are seperating themselves from each other* I hate when I hear them talk about the northerns and the southerns* it's just not right. Not right* I feel as if years were ripped off my heart and soul. How will I ever live this way? When people are basically killing each other* if not by arms then by words. Words that are harsh and inhuman. Sometimes I feel like screaming so hard and telling everybody to stop it. To just stop it and listen to reason* to logic
For God's sake since when we have been so stupid? So unable to see the truths that lay right there infront of us. We are one human* one life* one destiny
How come some are so blind to see it?? How come it became so trendy to take sides? and then what if you dont take side and you remain nuteral that means you're what??? betryal?? this how everyone looks at it
Why should I take side? God I cant even write* I feel my heart is broken* my mind is blocked* my emotions are in disorder and my state is in jeopardy
why? No one is listening and I feel I have nothing do* I feel crippled
Why should it be this way? I just dont understand... Never will
